Invisible

Author's Note: This is a story that is connected to lyrics to a Big Time Rush song.

Do you ever wonder, when you listen to the thunder
And your world just feels so small
Put yourself on the line and time after time
Keep feeling inside that they don’t know you’re alive
Are you out of your mind or just invisible

But I won’t let you fall
I’ll see you, through them all
And I just want to let you know

Oh, when the lights go down in the city
You’ll be there shining bright
You’re a star and the sky’s the limit
And I’ll be by your side
Oh, you know, your not invisible to me
Oh, you know, you’re not gonna be invisible

Do you ever think of, what you’re  standing at the brink of
Feel like giving up, but you just can’t walk away
And night after night, always trying to decide
Are you going to  speak out or get lost in the crowd
Do you take a chance of being invisible

But I won’t let you fall
I’ll see you, through them all
And I just wanna let you know

Oh, when the lights go down in the city
You’ll be right there shining bright
You’re a star and the sky’s the limit
And I’ll be right by your side
Oh, you know, you’re not invisible to me
Oh, you know, you’re not going to be invisible

Gotta look far, I’ll be where you are
I wish you could see what I see
So don’t ask why,  just look inside
Baby it’s all you need
And I don’t understand why you won’t ( you won’t)
Take my hand and go
Cause you’re so beautiful
And everytime that

Oh, when the lights go down in the city
You’ll be right there shining bright
You’re a star and the sky’s the limit
And I’ll be right by your side
Oh, you know, you’re not invisible to me
Oh, you know, you’re not going to be invisible

Oh, when the lights go down in the city
You’ll be right there shining bright
You’re a star and the sky’s the limit
And I’ll be right by your side
Oh, you know, you’re not invisible to me
Oh, you know, you’re not going to be invisible

Is It Over?

I don’t know what to do anymore. I have no friends. I have no dreams I just don’t know what to do. I feel like a nobody. It seems like no one cares and no one ever will. I just want to be me the one that was happy and had dreams. But no I can’t be happy that isn’t possible. I’ll never be me again everyone hates me they always will. It seems as if my life is over I keep asking myself “is it over yet?”

It all started on Monday when I got to school. All my friends just told me they wanted to be friends with me anymore. Then when I got to drama my teacher wanted to talk to me she told me that I’m getting a D in drama that gives my dream of becoming a lawyer gone I’ll never get into a good enough law school. My dreams gone my friends gone. I feel like I have nothing. So now I’m at home crying up in my bedroom having no idea what to do next.

The next day I go to school. I try so hard to be as nice as I can even though it’s really hard. But then my friends come up to me they ask me why I’m so sad. I ask them why their still talking to me. They ask me why they wouldn’t be talking to me then I tell them that yesterday they told me that they weren’t talking to me. They said that they never said that. Then I went to drama.

Ok now I know something is wrong. Just then I woke up everything was a dream so that means that I still have dreams and friends I’m fine. Yes my life is awesome again. I can go back to normal. YES!!!